Gah, I want to die…. still not finished, still going stupidly slow…I’m just not arty enough, cant think of topic, not interested it anything worth doing for it…so panicked and picked to do “The Colour Red” what a stupid thing…not interested in it, don’t know anything about it….Matisse. You what?? I like making pictures that look cool!!!! YES SOMETIMES A CIGAR IS JUST A BLOODY CIGAR!!! NO HIDDEN MEANINGS!!!! Its Just red…

